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[growler_south]

Ah crap, here it comes...

I have the car in pieces and want to get it put back together. I planned to cook dinner for Paul and Alan last night, but by the time I managed to get there Paul had already started cooking. I wanted an early night but ended up till 2am listening to my flatmate rant. Paul wants lunch. Now. I wanted to arrange a BBQ today at my place but I dont have food, alcohol or a BBQ to cook on, and while I know precisely where to get all those things, I also know that getting them will be a long, complicated affair which will end up with me being frustrated, angry and depressed.

So my brain has decided to bypass all the fucking about and head straight for the frustrated, angry and depressed. Thanks, Brain.

*sigh*

Comments

[boofbiker.livejournal.com]

Stop being despressed. You are inventing reasons to be! Just get ya finger out and go have some fun! Now why is your car all in pieces?

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

If it were something I chose then it would be something I could choose to stop, but as it is its just one of those things that happen. There's nothing in my list to be depressed and frustrated about, but I am, and wishing it away has never worked for me yet. I'll be ok tomorrow.

The car's in pieces because the gearbox blew up yesterday.

*evil grin*

It's fine, I'm just fitting a new dashboard- my old one had a hole in it.