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growler_south ([personal profile] growler_south) wrote2005-03-11 11:59 am

GodFuckinDammit.

Its been 7 weeks. Stop the ride, I want to get off.

[identity profile] sunsmogseahorse.livejournal.com 2005-03-10 11:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Your butt must be sore.

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
Having read [livejournal.com profile] gregorbehr's comment, this comment suddenly makes sense.

We're not talking about my guts today, we're talking about my heart. Boo fuckin hoo, poor growler's being melodramatic again. It'll pass. And maybe I'll get *five* days between episodes next time.

[identity profile] sunsmogseahorse.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
No, I meant you might have been riding something for seven days.

Poor bear. You're just out of a relationship. It's perfectly fine to feel that way. You're not self-pitying, you're recently injured. It's like you've just stubbed the fuck out of your toe; it's going to take a while for it to stop throbbing. But it will.

[identity profile] beastbriskett.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 12:56 am (UTC)(link)
Coaster took another turn, huh? :(
Chin up--it's just in a low track after that Marti Gras high, and stuff is burping back up.
Swallow hard, and sit back--the car is climbing up the next rise....!

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
You're right, and I know it. And in a way its nice to be reminded that I can care this much, not bad for someone once described as an 'emotional void' :-)

The person who described me thusly clearly didnt know me as well as he thought... it was actually amusing at the time.

[identity profile] gregorbehr.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
If we're still talking the GI thing... CALL YOUR DOCTOR!
They could have given you antibotics that weren't the cure for what you have. Trust me, been there, done that... and after a 2nd round of DIFFERENT drugs... the little bastards tearing up my gut finally died!

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
A little higher in my chest than that. Just missing the boys a bit today.

[identity profile] debxena.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 05:10 am (UTC)(link)
*big hug*

(Anonymous) 2005-03-11 06:10 am (UTC)(link)
your better of without them growler you actually seem like a nice guy and they are not am sure you can find a good man just for yourself

[identity profile] mobearnz.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
Its a small man that hides behind an anonymous post!
Could say the same about you :)

(Anonymous) 2005-03-12 06:27 am (UTC)(link)
Just for giggles...
218.101.80.21 is TelstraClear. Even if its a DHCP-assigned address, theres a datestamp on the post above. Anyone with the right permissions could query the TelstraClear database and find out which account had 218.101.80.21 assigned at that time...

theres no such thing as anonymous.

[identity profile] mobearnz.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 08:02 am (UTC)(link)
whats wrong with putting your name?
I use to work for telstraclear but still wouldnt waste my time.
End of story, this is not what the blog is for.

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 06:18 am (UTC)(link)
I still love them, and they are the most wonderful, loving men I hope you never meet. That it didnt work out has nothing to do with anyone being not nice- if anything its because we are *all* too nice to risk damaging the good relationship they have.

Feel free to say this to my face anytime, mate. I'll be happy to explain the situation, and I'd like you to understand how upsetting it is to have someone disparage the men I love.





[identity profile] sinnabor.livejournal.com 2005-03-11 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww, poor Growler.

Give it time.

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 06:19 am (UTC)(link)
I am... I'm just having a 'poor Growler' day. Thankyou for your concern though, sexy. I have the sweetest friends...

[identity profile] musclebearnz.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 08:21 am (UTC)(link)
awww, sometimes this makes you 'not wanna be gay' eh...

[identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com 2005-03-12 05:45 pm (UTC)(link)
But I'm not gay, why, are you?!?