Happy birthday to...

There you go, my last entry should give a clue as to how pessimistic i've become- Im normally so optimistic Ive been described as delusional, and its quite odd to look back on my attitude over the last few days and see how negative Ive been.

Friday night I met up with R&M as planned, and despite migraine/flu they were loving and charming as ever. Im so privelidged to have good friends who look out for me as much as I look out for them. They let me stay the night in their hotel room- no sex but lots of warm snuggling in the big bed. Sleeping between two big snuggly bears just feels so secure, whichever way you turn theres a sleepy man who grabs you and cuddles for a while. When I woke on saturday I just felt different- like everything would be okay again.