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Nov. 25th, 2003 09:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
growler_southThe events of the last few weeks have left me mentally exhausted, yet happier than Ive ever been. Ive found new strengths and conquered some old fears, tidied up some loose ends and discovered some new ends to unravel. Nothing if not an optimist eh?
I have so many lovely supportive friends checking on me, making sure i'm okay (and for the most part I am) that I had to disappear last thursday, a horrible thing to do to people who care about me, but absolutely neccesary. Managing the fallout from my imploded relationship is almost as much effort as the relationship itself.
Then there are the other benefits of being newly-single. I have time and inclination to pursue my own projects. Selfish, yes, but the feeling of coming back to a project like the Austin Healy, and knowing that this time you'll finish it, is brilliant.
Shame about the empty house and cold bed but I'm stubborn enough to cope with those. And the bed wont be cold for long, i bet. (Summer is coming!! what did you think i meant? ;-))
I have so many lovely supportive friends checking on me, making sure i'm okay (and for the most part I am) that I had to disappear last thursday, a horrible thing to do to people who care about me, but absolutely neccesary. Managing the fallout from my imploded relationship is almost as much effort as the relationship itself.
Then there are the other benefits of being newly-single. I have time and inclination to pursue my own projects. Selfish, yes, but the feeling of coming back to a project like the Austin Healy, and knowing that this time you'll finish it, is brilliant.
Shame about the empty house and cold bed but I'm stubborn enough to cope with those. And the bed wont be cold for long, i bet. (Summer is coming!! what did you think i meant? ;-))
