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[growler_south]

I just did it. The cowardly way of course, instant message and all, but its done. I had to breathe deep, clear my head, and press 'send'. And then of course panic, as ya do when youve just opened your heart to someone. and theres no instant reply so im worried about that- but dont know why, theyre both caring and lovong men, im safe.

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[roybear.livejournal.com]

Good for you mate, I'm proud of you. You've got more balls that I would in a similar situation I reckon. Hope it all works out for you.

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[growler-south.livejournal.com]

Thanks mate, the boys were floored but its all looking positive now- whatever happens it'll be good :-)

And balls? I just about shat myself after sending the message. What I have is bloody-minded stupidity- just do it and worry later. This is so sudden and intense I dont think I could keep it inside if I tried anyway...