Its my party...

[growler_south]

It's Kaleidoscope's work party tonight, and I'm not in the mood. Not even a tiny bit. I'm on antibiotics for my upset bowels, and so not only do i have to run to the toilet every 60 minutes, I cant drink either. The barman is Dean, my ex and best friend, and he just heard that one of his friends is on life support, brain dead. So Dean isnt happy, which makes me unhappy, and I was teetering on the 'happy' side of things as is was.

Not even the promise of naked twister is enough to make me want to be here...

Update: 10.30 and I'm at home again. Happy people make me feel sick. fuck you all.

Comments

[boofbiker.livejournal.com]

I disagree with you. happy people dont make you sick. They just make you feel worse when you are not happy. I hope Dean and yourself will be ok soon. Try and get some rest this weekend. You need to take care of yourself. Hugs mate

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

You may be right- happy people make me *angry* rather than sick. How dare they laugh and smile and make jokes, its an invasion of my emotional space. Grrr!

[boofbiker.livejournal.com]

Now if you were happy and see someone down wouldnt you want to cheer them up if you cared about them. Just say thanks and move on. but if you dontlike them make yourself feel better and bring them down with you. hehe

intestinal critters

[whiskerfish.livejournal.com]

Happy people make me feel sick. fuck you all.
Amen brutha!
There are times in my life that the sounds of happiness sound like a car wreck to me.

Re: intestinal critters

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

The bouncer tried to stop me going upstairs, to my own office, to use the toilet and I snarled at him so nastily he looked scared... it's amusing now, poor bugger, he was such a nice man too.

[bikerbearmark.livejournal.com]

Hope you're back to your spunky self soon, Grant.

>Happy people make me feel sick. fuck you all.

Somehow I suspect this quote might come back to haunt you...

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

I hope know it will.

[pa747sp.livejournal.com]

I'm happy.

Hey, Dean is lovely. Why the hell did you let him go?

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

We're not compatible, very few shared interests, even after years of living together. He's into saving the planet and gardening, I'm into things that go BRRMMM!!

Lovely is nice, but not enough to base a relationship on.

[gregorbehr.livejournal.com]

Love you!

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

Love you too! You're not happy, are you?... >:-|

[gregorbehr.livejournal.com]

Are you fucking mad? I'm into too much fucking pain to be happy!