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Jun. 26th, 2005 12:45 am
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Just got back from Urge: lovely dark and seedy bar. Good things at Urge:

-Flirtatious barman cracking jokes
-Woofy doorman wanting to engage in watersports
-Cute little CJ snogging my face off
-Astonishingly well-hung and rather attractive gentleman trying to pick me up
-DJ who wants to chat about the latest thing he's heard that I might like
-Swarthy Eastern European lad cruising me relentlessly
-Beer from Larry
-Friendly chatting with little Ted

What an awesome night it should have been! But no. Cold dark weather, a late night last night, all my favourite friends away in Melbourne and $15 in my pocket conspired to deck me with a sudden, unexpected and utterly relentless dose of depression. I'm not horny, my house is a shithole of epic proportions, and I needed to go home before it got so bad I damaged myself. In the end I just expressed my frustration through the medium of tyre smoke: parallel black stripes through the carpark and around the corner.

Good goes bad.

Date: 2005-06-25 12:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] whiskerfish.livejournal.com
That sudden, unexpected and utterly relentless dose of depression is exactly what I was talking about in my post: http://www.livejournal.com/users/whiskerfish/94511.html

The worst part about this instant-on depression thing is that the opposite rarely happens. If I am wallowing in one of these low points an instant turnaround is hard to come by.

You and I are amazingly similar in this respect. All extremes and a love for horsepower!

Date: 2005-06-25 01:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] smellykaka.livejournal.com
In the end I just expressed my frustration through the medium of tyre smoke: parallel black stripes through the carpark and around the corner.

That's a wonderful form of expression. ;)

Which car were you driving?

Date: 2005-06-25 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blackwingbear.livejournal.com
Sometimes the funk just happens...No explanation.

Date: 2005-06-25 03:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] scream4noreason.livejournal.com
Its awful when depression just hits you like a ton of bricks...if only happiness could arrive as quickly.
Big hugs to you boyo.....

Loves company...

Date: 2005-06-25 07:05 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] egbubba.livejournal.com
How about some company for your misery?

This weekend I'm care-taking my dad, who had a stroke a while back. I'm glad to do it, but I/we are rather housebound for the weekend. Meanwhile...

My road-warrior hubby is finally back in town. But he's at our place while I'm here.

Today, we were supposed to ride the motorcycles out to Napa for a brunch and wine tasting. There, we would have sampled fine wines with the likes of [livejournal.com profile] bearsgonewild, [livejournal.com profile] drewbearsf, [livejournal.com profile] f8n_begorra, [livejournal.com profile] grassvalleybear and [livejournal.com profile] whiskerfish.

Tomorrow, all those folk and [livejournal.com profile] gerardwing, and [livejournal.com profile] glovercom, and just about everyone I've ever met will be an hour away at the San Francisco Pride festivities. And I'll be here in my folks' house...

Don't get me wrong. I love my dad, and it's my pleasure to look after him--which I don't do enough. But it is tough sometimes to look out the window at this sunny California day and imagine the weekend that might have been.

Re: Loves company...

Date: 2005-06-27 04:52 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com
You'll have more opportunities to hang out with friends than you will with your dad... big hugs to ya though.

Re: Loves company...

Date: 2005-06-27 05:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] egbubba.livejournal.com
Thanks. I really didn't mean that to sound unappreciative of the time I have with Dad. Just some lament that I'm not always the son I could/should be.

It really was a good weekend. I took Dad to see "Mr. & Mrs. Smith". Dad got to ogle Angelina Jolie. I got to ogle Brad Pitt*. Some dad-son bonding, and the best minivan chase scene ever!

(*Pitt's generally a little too "pretty" for my tastes, but he'll do in a pinch. [g])

Date: 2005-06-27 03:58 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pa747sp.livejournal.com
Please, please, please tell me that you got the '-Astonishingly well-hung and rather attractive gentleman 's phone number.

And explain how you knew this about him?

Date: 2005-06-27 04:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com
Yes, I have his phone number, and I've been there done that... I *know* :-)

Date: 2005-06-27 04:18 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pa747sp.livejournal.com
okay - now for part two. You'll be refering me to him when I next visit AKL?

Date: 2005-06-27 04:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] growler-south.livejournal.com
Surely you've played with Dave from Waiheke...

Date: 2005-06-27 05:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] pa747sp.livejournal.com
Dave? You expect me to remember names? I need online profiles!

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