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Just got back from Urge: lovely dark and seedy bar. Good things at Urge:
-Flirtatious barman cracking jokes
-Woofy doorman wanting to engage in watersports
-Cute little CJ snogging my face off
-Astonishingly well-hung and rather attractive gentleman trying to pick me up
-DJ who wants to chat about the latest thing he's heard that I might like
-Swarthy Eastern European lad cruising me relentlessly
-Beer from Larry
-Friendly chatting with little Ted
What an awesome night it should have been! But no. Cold dark weather, a late night last night, all my favourite friends away in Melbourne and $15 in my pocket conspired to deck me with a sudden, unexpected and utterly relentless dose of depression. I'm not horny, my house is a shithole of epic proportions, and I needed to go home before it got so bad I damaged myself. In the end I just expressed my frustration through the medium of tyre smoke: parallel black stripes through the carpark and around the corner.
-Flirtatious barman cracking jokes
-Woofy doorman wanting to engage in watersports
-Cute little CJ snogging my face off
-Astonishingly well-hung and rather attractive gentleman trying to pick me up
-DJ who wants to chat about the latest thing he's heard that I might like
-Swarthy Eastern European lad cruising me relentlessly
-Beer from Larry
-Friendly chatting with little Ted
What an awesome night it should have been! But no. Cold dark weather, a late night last night, all my favourite friends away in Melbourne and $15 in my pocket conspired to deck me with a sudden, unexpected and utterly relentless dose of depression. I'm not horny, my house is a shithole of epic proportions, and I needed to go home before it got so bad I damaged myself. In the end I just expressed my frustration through the medium of tyre smoke: parallel black stripes through the carpark and around the corner.
Good goes bad.
Date: 2005-06-25 12:59 pm (UTC)The worst part about this instant-on depression thing is that the opposite rarely happens. If I am wallowing in one of these low points an instant turnaround is hard to come by.
You and I are amazingly similar in this respect. All extremes and a love for horsepower!
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Date: 2005-06-25 01:08 pm (UTC)That's a wonderful form of expression. ;)
Which car were you driving?
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Date: 2005-06-25 02:38 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-06-25 03:26 pm (UTC)Big hugs to you boyo.....
Loves company...
Date: 2005-06-25 07:05 pm (UTC)This weekend I'm care-taking my dad, who had a stroke a while back. I'm glad to do it, but I/we are rather housebound for the weekend. Meanwhile...
My road-warrior hubby is finally back in town. But he's at our place while I'm here.
Today, we were supposed to ride the motorcycles out to Napa for a brunch and wine tasting. There, we would have sampled fine wines with the likes of
Tomorrow, all those folk and
Don't get me wrong. I love my dad, and it's my pleasure to look after him--which I don't do enough. But it is tough sometimes to look out the window at this sunny California day and imagine the weekend that might have been.
Re: Loves company...
Date: 2005-06-27 04:52 am (UTC)Re: Loves company...
Date: 2005-06-27 05:23 am (UTC)It really was a good weekend. I took Dad to see "Mr. & Mrs. Smith". Dad got to ogle Angelina Jolie. I got to ogle Brad Pitt*. Some dad-son bonding, and the best minivan chase scene ever!
(*Pitt's generally a little too "pretty" for my tastes, but he'll do in a pinch. [g])
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Date: 2005-06-27 03:58 am (UTC)And explain how you knew this about him?
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