Fine.

[growler_south]

Upcoming trip to SF is becoming a stress, complete with Personal Drama (tm), money worries, time pressure, expectations of sexual favours, and work-induced guilt. It seems no matter what I do, how precise the schedule is, how clever I think I am fitting everything in, I'm going to disapoint someone. Furr, the movie boys, Boof, Greg, Jeff, Robbie n Fish, Brian, and my dearly beloved Erich. And yes, it's all my own fault, and future posts will attempt to explain why I'm so stressed out.

Nevertheless, I'm *this* close to cashing in my airline ticket and just going and sitting beside a lake in Alaska for 2 weeks.

With my phone turned off.

(yes, thats how serious I am.)

UPDATE: Yeah ok, so I'm not going to abandon you all- I'd only end up resenting wherever I went because I'd missed out on SF. And I really do want to spend time with my friends there- it'll just be on MY terms. Its my holiday, dammit!! ;-)

Comments

[f8n-begorra.livejournal.com]

Woulddya STOP!

Holidays = to have fun, relax and do whatever the hell you want.

Rules of our house = no rules. Sleep all day if you want.

Invite Alaska down if ya want-- he can stay here too; we'll just leave you alone, and change the towels now and then.

Money? Just get here.

Disappointment? Not an option. We've met.

Sexual favors? I can meet you at the airport with a locking chastity belt! Then they could blame me! ;-P

And remember--you extended the most generous hospitality to me when I was there; I can only hope to match your standard.

Have I missed anything?

ANd yes, it IS your holiday. Fuck the begrudgers

[ink-ling.livejournal.com]

Man! Believe it! The Robbie-Fish casa is like home!

Step out of the airport, take a deep breath -- it's calming, beautiful -- and just do what comes to mind on the fly.

You'll float through and have a beautiful time! Git!