Feb. 24th, 2007

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To the elephants' tea party which is occurring on the floor above me, right now: Please consider that I was up until 4am working. You may remember me, I was the guy pouring your drinks. Hurrumph.

Life goes on. Last night was a little odd, switching from boisterously happy to strangely discordant, both in the bar and in my head. It all settled down around 2am when I was just plain tired. Sleep is good. When I can get it.
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It's been a while since I updated my online profiles. Hell, it's been a while since I logged into any of them. Seeing messages dating back a couple of months is pretty amusing. One particular site which shall remain nameless *cough*nzdating*cough* has a lovely wee rant from one gentleman over the course of a month. From "Woof! you're sexy" through "want to meet for coffee?" to "Are you ok?" to "Hey, its polite to at least say hi" to "Fuck you pretentious asshole, think you're so much better than anyone else". *giggles* Dont they log when my last access was? Anyway, most of my pics were from happier, slimmer times, and the text was a little outdated, so they've all been freshened. Except Bear411 which has been deleted.

Deeply loving and loyal to my friends, I take life as it comes and love to share the journey with those around me. I strive to better myself, and quietly hold unconventional views on spirituality and the way the world works.
I'm multitalented: I earn money from computers, but I also build furniture, tinker with cars, cook and tend bars. Usually you'll find me out sharing time with my friends, but I appreciate quiet time to myself as well.

I'm currently unattached and complicated- Life's full of opportunities for me right now and keeps me on my toes. I have no idea where I'll be this time next year, but it's sure gonna be fun! The result of all the upheaval is that I'm not looking for a relationship, and only rarely looking to hook up. I`m physically attracted to big, beefy guys, but a lack of personality, love and mutual respect will turn me right off. I tend not to enjoy casual, uncaring sex- I`ve moved past the physical act being the be-all and end-all of sex. The sort of thing that I enjoy involves trust and respect and synergy, a mutual exploration of roles and desires, and requires a bit more nurturing than I'm in a position to be offering to anyone but my closest friends right now.

I love my life, relish the challenges I face, and love to surround myself with a family of likeminded people. If you think we'd get along, I'd love to hear from you!

Relief.

Feb. 24th, 2007 02:33 pm
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I went to the Hero party the year before last- it was a last minute thing, I was at Paul and Alan's pre-party drinkies when one party goer fell ill and offered me his ticket. I thought, what the hell, it'll go to waste otherwise, and if I turn up, hate it and go home again it's no big deal.

I think I set a bad precedent, because I turned up and actually had a good time. First time I ever enjoyed myself at a dance party- I was in a good headspace, with lots of great friends, and not a care in the world.

That particular confluence of events didnt happen last year. Or the year before that at Mardi Gras. Or any other time I've considered going to a big dance party. And it's not happening today either.

But it's all ok now. Alan seems to have sensed my misery and offered to sell my ticket at the door. I'm going to all the pre-party drinkies (small, home BBQ affairs, boisterous and intimate) and then- well, I'm not sure, but I wont be counting through my breathing in the middle of a crowded dance floor.

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