It doesnt seem to happen when I'm with people I know and trust, only when I'm out on my own. I was fine at the bar chatting with Alan and Paul but once it got busy and they had to go and actually do some work *shock horror* it all kinda went downhill. Self-conscious, shy, quiet... run away! I think if someone took the time to approach me I'd be fine- but this is a gay bar we're talking about, its all about staring and not talking and that just freaks me out.
And as if I'd run away from you, ya big wooly stud. Besides I already knew you, really.
Thankyou for the kind words. I'm more philosophical about it all now I'm rested.
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Date: 2005-10-08 10:23 pm (UTC)And as if I'd run away from you, ya big wooly stud. Besides I already knew you, really.
Thankyou for the kind words. I'm more philosophical about it all now I'm rested.