The strongest man in the world...
Mar. 19th, 2005 09:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
...knows his strength and stays within it. The foolish man overestimates his strength, and then wonders why he falls apart.
I feel pretty foolish right now.
I need a hug.
Sorry, that was a bit cryptic wasnt it. Basically, I had a great time in TeAroha, loved seeing Mo and Saffy and (briefly) zombie Rick (he was zoned out on migraine drugs, poor bugger), but for some silly reason I thought I would be ok as I left to come home. I wasnt. Driving out of the town I know so well, knowing that things have changed and that its not my 'home' any more, brought all the sadness back. Sadness I thought I had dealt with weeks ago. I miss the boys. I still love them. I'm still mourning for the dreams that have died. But its ok- this is the way things will be for a while, and theyll get better. They *are* getting better.
Thankyou for all the hugs and thoughts, I had urgent phonecalls last night instructing me to come round to a friend's place, where I had hugs and pizza and a great deal of love. And this morning a concerned message from Mo, making sure I was ok. :-)
I feel pretty foolish right now.
I need a hug.
Sorry, that was a bit cryptic wasnt it. Basically, I had a great time in TeAroha, loved seeing Mo and Saffy and (briefly) zombie Rick (he was zoned out on migraine drugs, poor bugger), but for some silly reason I thought I would be ok as I left to come home. I wasnt. Driving out of the town I know so well, knowing that things have changed and that its not my 'home' any more, brought all the sadness back. Sadness I thought I had dealt with weeks ago. I miss the boys. I still love them. I'm still mourning for the dreams that have died. But its ok- this is the way things will be for a while, and theyll get better. They *are* getting better.
Thankyou for all the hugs and thoughts, I had urgent phonecalls last night instructing me to come round to a friend's place, where I had hugs and pizza and a great deal of love. And this morning a concerned message from Mo, making sure I was ok. :-)
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Date: 2005-03-19 08:53 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-19 09:11 am (UTC)By breaching the boundaries 'till they become clear, or the boundaries fall away.
C'mere, let me wrap you up in a warm one...
*HHHUUUGGG!*
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Date: 2005-03-19 10:24 am (UTC)And anyway, I've just heard that "foolish" is the new "wise"
*hugs*
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Date: 2005-03-19 08:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-03-19 08:49 pm (UTC)::head rub::
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Date: 2005-03-19 11:10 pm (UTC)I hope you're doing better. *HUGS* It's always nice to know you have mates around to help.
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Date: 2005-03-19 11:56 pm (UTC)pace change
Date: 2005-03-20 02:18 am (UTC)Re: pace change
Date: 2005-03-20 03:27 am (UTC):-)
Was good to hear your voice on the phone today, sexy...