crash and burn

[growler_south]

So theres this spunky guy eh, and by all accounts he's kind and thoughtful and incredibly dirty in bed. And spunky as all hell. Did I mention that? yeah anyway..

It was vaguely hinted at that I might like to hook up with him while Mo is on holiday- and it seemed like a good idea a the time. But when it comes down to it, I'm not going to do it.

Too scared and insecure this morning, sorry mate. Your a great guy but, today, I'm not good enough for anyone. It just sort of hit me this morning. I'm going to go home and crawl into bed I think.

I hate days like this, especially after such a special weekend.

Comments

[bikerbearmark.livejournal.com]

Scared? Insecure? Why?

Glad to hear you're taking care of yourself, but sorry to hear you're not your usual, hyper-optimistic self. Whassup?

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

Mate, its just one of those down days. I had to get up at 4am, leave my loving husbear and sleepy puppy in bed, drive through the dark and the rain to get to a job where theres nothing for me to do. And its Monday too, so I have to wait 5 days to see Husbear#1 again, and of course im missing Husbear#2 like crazy.

Its an easy day to feel sorry for myself. An easy day to forget how cool life is and have a bit of a wallow in self-pity. It'll all be ok tomorrow, I reckon.

Thanks for yout concern though sexy, makes me feel better :-)

[sinnabor.livejournal.com]

Ok, it's sad, but I'm strangely glad to hear you have down days too.

I'm starting to envy your relentless optimism. I used to be like that in my 20's, and I wish it'd come back.

[lumberjackie-o.livejournal.com]

loving you from the other side of the world, handsome!

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

Awww thanks mate, that really does make me feel better. That and the glue fumes in my bedroom right now...

Weeeeeeeee!!!!!!

[beg1n.livejournal.com]

scared and insecure...wow...if you lived closer, I'd cuddle all those feelings right outta ya.

then we'd move on to other things...

[growler-south.livejournal.com]

You're always such a good friend mate, how do you know precisely what to say to make me feel better?

*feels heaps better*

Thankyou Jeff. I <3 you too.

[ink-ling.livejournal.com]

Damn! In so many ways, I am right there with you today, Buddy. Take care ... . Curl up, sleep well, and wake anew.