crash and burn

[growler_south]

So theres this spunky guy eh, and by all accounts he's kind and thoughtful and incredibly dirty in bed. And spunky as all hell. Did I mention that? yeah anyway..

It was vaguely hinted at that I might like to hook up with him while Mo is on holiday- and it seemed like a good idea a the time. But when it comes down to it, I'm not going to do it.

Too scared and insecure this morning, sorry mate. Your a great guy but, today, I'm not good enough for anyone. It just sort of hit me this morning. I'm going to go home and crawl into bed I think.

I hate days like this, especially after such a special weekend.

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[sinnabor.livejournal.com]

Ok, it's sad, but I'm strangely glad to hear you have down days too.

I'm starting to envy your relentless optimism. I used to be like that in my 20's, and I wish it'd come back.